The Way

Monday, February 1, 2010

i am so grateful to be in such a good school.
i always take it for granted, but boy, i am so lucky.

i am so grateful to have taken the path i took even though it kinda hurt to know that i could have taken another path.
by taking this path, i got what i probably would not have gotten if i had taken another path.
so i am grateful.

i am so grateful i made such good friends.
never would i have ever imagined that i would make such close friends.
good friends.
and some of these awesome friends came from places i never would have expected them to come from.
ever.

i am so grateful that i had the chance to meet so many great people.
greatness comes in what they do, how they do things which set them apart.
these people leave a really deep impression in my life.
i am so thankful for that.

i am so grateful to have joined rugby before.
i made some friends there. had the best four years of my life.
learnt the true meaning of grit and perseverence.
learnt the true meaning of pain, of sacrifices, of heartbreak and ultimately, regret.
learnt how people can change.
learnt how immature i can be, and how this makes me do things id eventually come to regret.
but still i am grateful.

i am gratfeul for my family.
for my mum who, though does things the harsh and sometimes hard way, ultimately cares and does what she does for me.
for my dad who is always there for me even when i dont expect him to be.
for my bro. cos although that bugger doesnt seem to do much for me, i know he cares for me, and in a way, he makes me feel powerful and responsible, cos i have to take care of him.
for that, i am ever so thankful.

i am so grateful to have been given the chance to live.
sometimes i ponder, what if i hadnt been born?
i would imagine myself floating around, like those "spirits" you see on tv.
i would imagine looking at how "i" live my life. i would be disgusted. i would be surprised. i would be amazed. but most importantly, i would be jealous. jealous that the person is living, instead of me, in my place.
because if i were not born, i would not even be in this world in the first place.
i would not know the smells, sights and sounds of this world.
i would not even feel upset at not being allowed to live, because i wouldnt even exist.
so i am grateful.

i have so many things to be grateful for. i am sure that all of us do. when you sit by your lonesome and ponder these things, they suddenly hit you. the realisation tides over you and you get overwhelmed. simply because you actually really do have alot to be grateful for. its just that we sometimes miss these small things in life, which, in essence, is what life is about.

dammit i feel like such a ninny now. haha husaini is a softie awwwwwww. NAH IM NAAAT. XD
the week barely even started and im doing this. teehee ^^

Husaini @ 4:07 AM

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Ahmad Husaini
02/05/1992
Raffles Rugby 05-08, Pwnage09, 10S06F
I like sports, though nothing in particular

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