The Way

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Wow. last week was such a wow week. So many things happened and i dont know where to start. so i think ill just start from monday.

Monday was just another ordinary monday. Everything reeked normalness. Blehh.

Tuesday was SLIGHTLY more eventful. I went to school then went home at 11 because i was sick. Which was stupid because i got the cold from sleeping on the coldcold floor the whole night for several nights. but i really love sleeping on the floor so i think ill do it again XD

Wednesday was retarded. I finished early and....actually i forgot what i did. all i remember was that it was retarded. OR if i remember correctly, i re-learnt how to play four chords on the guitar, then instantly forgot them. I therefore conclude that i was not made to play music.

Thursday was a killer. I had civics then PE (where our teacher made us do what he called "super leg exercise". Really took my legs off, that one). I naughtily pointed the finger towards the J1s who were watching us do PE teehee ^^ why am i so naughty? after that, i watched the orientation for awhile and i must say, i think their orientation is more interesting than ours o.o buuuut its okay i guess. gives the J1s a nice way to remember their J1 days when they become J2s.

THEN AFTER THAT BREAK I HAD NO BREAK TILL 5.30 PM O.O O.O O.O O.O O.O O.O

i had double chem (which is never nice), physics lecture, H1 econs tutorial which was exceptionally boring, physics tutorial (which was a waste of time as usual), H1 econs lecture test which i forgot to study for :O :O :O and finally chem remedial which would have been more useful if the teacher's voice didnt irritate me. but it was still a useful remedial so nyeh xD

Friday was quite a disappointment for me. I really planned on studying after solat with mudd, and i thought mudd wanted to join me for studies as both of us didnt get promoted to J2 normally, but thennnnn we somehow ended up in the hodge lodge again and then the rest of it JUST HAPPENED. we played A SHILOAD OF GAMES ( i never knew i could last 3 hours or more playing games and doing nothing more ). I eventualyl even got tired just because of playing. BAHHH. ohwell, i guess the fun made up for the shit week i had. and i thought my week couldnt get worse.

it did.

i lost my temper again yesterday. dammit i might need help.i dont know why my emotions macam ter-magnified sangat these days. if i get happy i really lose it getting happy. if i get bored i really jsut stone and waste time. if i get mad i really lose it and get mad. i just bought a new GC (which cut my allowance to five dollars a week cos i couldnt afford another GC after getting my phone O.O) and then i told myself i wouldnt lose it cos i cant afford to (seeing as my old GC finally broke down after some harsh treatment). i had another argument (getting more frequent, gotto stop it husaini, you need to realise that being in spite is bad, let alone being in spite of your mother). actually this time, it wasnt even an argument. my mum was jsut seriously dishing outthe nag and somehow, everything she said touched a nerve, effectively crumpling all my nerves together then BOOM ithrew the computer chair. against the wall. and broke off the switch box thingy. and left huge terrible scratches on the wall, which i had to clean up.

and today, i was unable to focus at all. like my head still got dengung. though i managed to do some work at least. i really hope next week will be better. it had better be.

THERE IS SOMETHING VERY WRONG WITH ME AND I STILL CANT FIGURE IT OUT AND IT REALLY, REALLY REALLY BUGS ME LIKE MAD. LIKE AND ITCH YOU CANT FIND/REACH.

haiz.

Husaini @ 3:12 AM

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Ahmad Husaini
02/05/1992
Raffles Rugby 05-08, Pwnage09, 10S06F
I like sports, though nothing in particular

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