The Way

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Well the first week of school went so much better than i had previously expected. I am not ponning lectures (which is an excellent start), i am completing at least half of a tutorial before its due tutorial period (which is awesome) and i actually have time to do other things, above all the nonsense (which is the best thing so far).

Yknow, school started very well for me. Mondays, all i have is to come to school for Chem lecture, PE, and a Physics lecture, above protected time xD Thats probably the best way to start a week i have ever had in my life.

Things sure feel weird this year without saiful in my class. Sure he was a large factor in my misbehaviour last year, but he always makes it so much fun. He puts the FUN in anything, i tell you. That boy has a gift. Then this year everything seems so bleak (above all the keeping up with work that i have been doing). I guess it just takes getting used to? After all, i did have him in my class for three years (arguably the most fun yet underacheiving years for me).

Suprises are aplenty. Oooh yes. Many many surprises. Some more pleasant than others. Some leave me with my jaw dropping, not knowing how to react, or whether to react at all. For one, the solat room isnt full of sleeping malay boys anymore, which has to be a good sign, seeing that we finally decided to pick ourselves up this year. The J1s this year kindof makes me feel weird.

Last year, when i was a J1, i looked at the J2s and went (in my head) "wow theyre so cool. we'll never be like them and we'll always be immature pieces of shit." Now, i look at the J1s and go "wow theyre so immature. we cant have been that immature." Its interesting how this perspective changes, because its not as if we suddenly GREW mentally within one month or so. To me, we are just the same ol' us, and yet, I look at the J1s and feel that THEY are the ol' us, and we are not us at all. So in a way, we are the same, yet different. Do i make sense?

On another note, zaff came back. i dont know how to react. maybe i wont.

things change. in more ways than i ever imagined.

Husaini @ 1:27 AM

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Ahmad Husaini
02/05/1992
Raffles Rugby 05-08, Pwnage09, 10S06F
I like sports, though nothing in particular

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