The Way

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Ohno the mugger switch in my system just wont budge anymore. its stuck somewhere near the off part. well at least i am doing some. somehow i think i am acting differently. Am i acting differently? different being what i dont normally do? or doing what u expect me not to do? i dont know.

somehow i feel different. as in, i dont think im normal. NOT THAT I WAS NORMAL BEFORE. i dont think i am myself. and i dont know what to feel anymore. macam emokid ah but no not emo. haha. macam i am all confused tau. when things not funny i find damn ticklish. when ppl all sad i feel nothing cos i am torn between looking at the happy of the situation and feeling for the sad people. i dont laugh or find things funny when other people do, i dont feel sad, instead i get all confused. i dont feel happy, i just appear high to cover the fact that i dont know what to feel. in short, i dont feel. when im supposed to feel something, i get all confused (third time saying but who cares xD) and end up not feeling anything. kental ah.

SOMETHINGS WRONG WITH ME xD AND I DONT KNOW WHAT xD PASTU HAPPY xD

and i think volleyball is lame. heh no offence to the awesome people in it, i have nothing against you I SWEAR. its just because of our suckiness, we are often overlooked and put at the bottom of the priority list. haha. and i mean the sport is lame, cos i personally find pleasure in doing sports which get more physical than just whacking the ball with the palm of my hand. ill sum it up in one equation:

(NO COACH FOR A LONG TIME NOW) + (NO PLACE TO TRAIN SOMETIMES) + (OUR SEVERE DISADVANTAGE HAVING ALMOST NEVER PLAYED IT BEFORE) + (THE TEACHERS DONT GIVE A DAMN) + (PEOPLE DONT TAKE IT SERIOUSLY *heh im guilty of that*) + (KENTAL COS NO CONTACT) = PANTAT

nice equation. better than the shit we learn in chem. haiz. i wana play soccer.

soccer anyone?

Husaini @ 7:28 AM

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Ahmad Husaini
02/05/1992
Raffles Rugby 05-08, Pwnage09, 10S06F
I like sports, though nothing in particular

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