The Way

Friday, March 13, 2009

There is so little to be happy about these days yknow. Hardcore volleyball training going to start in like 3-4 weeks (vhaat, who says volleyball is slack :P). PANTAT AH

Somemore got this air of expectancy in the air tau. like we all anticipate sth. sure its coming but we're anticipating it anyway. we're anticipating the emotions, the situation, the scenario and everything. and its sadd to imagine so, and even more so knowing its impending and inevitable arrival, but to actualyly go through it would be better than to leave ourselves in expectancy. it will eat us up bit by bit till we go crazy. i think im going crazy myself, but heck ah. thats not important. PANTAT AH.

Just yesterday, when we sent off halim, there was no anticipation of it. i thought, heck its just 6 days, i wont miss him much. but when we arrived at the airport (in dramatic bollywood fashion), when i hugged him and said goodbye, my eyes actl started to water abit. like couldnt help it. AND THATS ONLY SIX DAYS AND THERE WAS NO HYPE OVER IT. pantat ah.

i think cos hes like my closeclose fren and it never occured to me how much i appreciated him till he left. sure hes not well liked, but beneath his annoyingness, his bastardness and his abitshowoffness, he still is one of the nicest and most reliable guy i ever knew. so thanks halim :D

that was a sidenote. to show that i can get pretty emotional for someone going away albeit for 6 days. 6 FREAKING DAYS GODDAMMIT. why seh. the magnitude is soooo small yet it affected me so hugely. imagine 5 years. or rather 5 blocks of 1 year? can die sia. literally. so maybe its a good thing my aunt got a wedding this sunday. maybe its a good thing i cant go to the freaking airport. maybe its a good thin i went to send halim off, for its prob the last time ill see happy things for 5 years. maybe its all good that this shit is happening. God knows why.

the silver lining behind the cloud?? more like thunderclouds looming.

Husaini @ 6:27 AM

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Ahmad Husaini
02/05/1992
Raffles Rugby 05-08, Pwnage09, 10S06F
I like sports, though nothing in particular

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